I know no one except for my Aunt reads these things...

I feel like I need to blog.  So here I am, blogging.  A lot has happened these past few days that I'm going to be extremely vague about.  I'm not sure what I did, but I upset someone, and now they don't acknowledge my existence, and it hurts me more than anything else in this world ever has.  All I can really do is pray that someday she'll change her mind.  I don't know what else to do.  No matter what I try, she's still mad at me.

I mean, I can't even participate in the pinewood derby our ward is holding because she took all of my supplies and hid them.  Awfully kind of her, that was.  I was really excited about it, too.  Oh, and she's going through my things.  Yeah, that's probably the thing that upset me the most.  I feel betrayed.  And I can't do anything about it.

On a different note, I'm going to go on a date with someone I've never met before.  Yes, this is the first blind date I've ever agreed to be set up on.  I'm a bit terrified.  It's with someone that my friend who lives in Italy knows.  Apparently, this guy is visiting family out here for a while.  I don't really know how I feel about this whole thing. 

I think my emotions are running wild because I've been hurt so bad.  How can someone hurt you so bad?  And not even explain what you've done to offend?  I don't know how to make it better because I'm not entirely sure what I've done wrong.  It's the worst feeling in the world.

I have a friend who tried to help me get over the feelings of depression I had yesterday by taking me to the cemetery.  It was one of the greatest times I've ever had with her, and we've had some pretty great times together!  I know, it sounds awfully weird.  But it made me so happy to think of how wonderful cemeteries will be in the Resurrection.  They will truly be the happiest places on Earth, where families will reunite and live together forever!  Best place ever to cheer me up!!!

Oh, and my friend who lives in Italy is coming home soon because her sister is going on a mission.  I'm so incredibly excited to see her!

I think that's all for now.  I need to go write to my friend who is in Brazil right now!!!