Wednesday, February 2, 2011

How can it be that you have shown me the light?

So, I read through a novel that I started to write once upon a time.  I was surprised at the quality of it.  I think I changed a few details when I started typing it up, so I'm going to have to go through and compare the two, and keep the good parts, and leave out the not-so-good parts.  I'm kinda excited about it though.  It's been a long time since I've tried something creative, and, lets face it.  Writing a novel is quite creative.  I need a few more ideas first though.  However, I think I can come up with plenty of those while hanging around Mandy, Rachal, Angie, and my other sisters in the gospel!  Love you all!!!  But you probably will never read this...

I decided that I am completely out of the loop when it comes to who's dating who in the single's ward.  And I'm okay with it.  Especially since I'm going to be moving in a couple of months, soooo... It probably wouldn't be good for me to start a relationship that will inevitably end soon.

Heavenly Father has been my constant companion these past few days as I've learned to accept somethings about my life that I cannot change.  It's been hard for me to sit back and let my life take its course.  I like someone in the single's ward, but I won't ask him out.  I have this curse on me where every time that I find myself starting to like someone... That person ends up engaged or married within 6 months.  I'm done with that for now.  I do my best creative work when I'm frustrated, and I've decided that I'm frustrated with the men from the single's ward.  So I'm off to write my novel.

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