Alright, so I'm finally to the point where I'm indifferent to whether or not he ever speaks to me again. Life will work out exactly as it was supposed to for both him and me. I know I have a loving Heavenly Father who wouldn't have it any other way.
It's a nice thought that, if this family likes me, I could be flying out as a move on Saturday, and canceling my return flight. I didn't even think about it that way until my wonderful mother mentioned it last night, and it just made sense. It would be nice to be moved on to the next chapter in my life-away from everything that reminds me of the horrific heartache I just suffered. For the third time.
Theresa, the woman I might be working for, is a very open and honest person. I'm entirely looking forward to working with her and her family. It sounds like we'll have a lot in common, which is incredible. I hope that I can show her what a good person I really am, and I really hope it's a good fit for us.
And I wish my dear Aunt Jessica would get onto recording things for her blog so I could ghost for her.
Alright, so there is one thing that's been bugging me. I've been very careful not to view my blog on my mobile phone, just to see if the stats matched up. Well, they don't. There were at least 6 views of this blog on a mobile device on the 4th... Well, I took this address off of my facebook page, so whoever has this web address (in the USA)... Well, thank you for reading my blog. I think. I'm not sure what interest my very depressing/grief-stricken life is to you, but I hope you get a kick of out something I say once in a while.
There is a part of me that hopes it's my ex-boyfriend (or, I guess you could say ex-friend: and not because I didn't put forth the effort), just so he can see how badly he's hurt me, but I'm fairly certain he doesn't care that he's hurt me. And I think that's why I've become indifferent. If you followed any of that...
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