Yeah, I know, I shouldn't freak out like I do. We're talking again. Not as much as I'd like, but we're talking again. I'll take what I can get. Especially since he commented on my facebook status for the first time in six months. Yeah, I'll take what I can get. :)
I'll be in Texas in two days for another job interview. Kinda looking forward to it. It seems like it'll be the best fit for me right now.
The only thing I'm really struggling with is my family isn't really speaking to me right now. It's difficult when you try so hard to do as they say, but they pretend like you aren't alive... Except, of course, as a chauffeur... I spent the whole evening waiting for someone to talk to, but no one would talk to me... Not really...
It's also more difficult than I thought it would be to go gluten-free. My sister was diagnosed with Celiac's disease, so, WITHOUT diabetes I would have like a 20% chance of having it. WITH diabetes, it's like a 50% chance of having it. And since I double over in pain whenever I eat whole wheat... Well, let's just say I've self-diagnosed myself to have Celiac's disease, so I'm going gluten-free of my own accord. But I keep finding myself cheating just a bite here. Or just a bite there. It's not as bad as it was in the past, but when your only choice is a rice cereal or lettuce as a quick snack... Sometimes, it's just not enough.
I'll get used to it, I'm sure. And things will work out, just how they were supposed to...
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