I knew I was wrong...

I dared to get my hopes up.

And just like that, you crushed them again.

I asked you to describe your dream woman. "A little taller than me, brunette, athletic, isn't afraid to speak her mind, is accepting of my flaws and weaknesses. Loyal and charitable, we should be devoted to each other without being overbearing."

Thank you for describing me, then telling me I'm not that woman.

And when I asked if you ever thought we would have another chance, you crushed me again when you said, "I think as friends, yes."

I said, "But not romantically..."

And then, one more time, hope: "I don't think so. I could be wrong... But I'm not seeing it right now..."

Dear Prince Charming,

What do I have to do to make you see you love me? What do I have to do to make you realize you need me as much as I need you? Do I need to walk out of your life like you have on me? Only for a little while, maybe a week or two at most... because that's as long as I can go without you... but if before that time you realized you needed me, well, of course I'd return... I'll need help from friends and family to keep me strong. But maybe it will make us both stronger and more devoted.

Maybe.

Or maybe I'll just continue to be weak and need you in my life.

Please, Prince Charming... I've been waiting a long time for you. I'm still waiting, but I'm not sure how much longer I can wait.

Come save me soon.

Sincerely your Sleeping Beauty.