So, I sent you one, final message because I'm too stupid to stay away. It was quite a long message, and I didn't expect you to read it. Especially the fairytale I posted on my blog.
But that's how I found out you really did read the whole thing. Because I can tell who visits my blog.
And we're still friends on facebook, even after I told you how I feel about "us" and you read my fairytale, so you know how I've dreamed of "us" ending up.
Doesn't that mean you have to at least respect or care for me a little bit?
I know you're in a relationship with someone other than me, but your actions make absolutely no sense whatsoever. I really don't want to be attached to you anymore because, well, if you're this confused now, how could there ever be an eternal "us?"
And yet, every single time I pray, I feel so good and peaceful about "us." Maybe that's why I haven't given up on you yet. Because there's still things that need to happen between "us," even if we never make it to eternity together.
I'm flying out to Spring, TX next weekend for a long in-person interview. If that doesn't work out, there is a family in Miami, FL that is willing to fly me out. I feel better about the position in Texas than the one in Florida. We'll just have to see.
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