Nervousness and Other Things

So, there's quite a bit coming up for me... And, rather than post all my worries on facebook, I decided to create a blog that probably only my family will ever read.  That's okay though.  I like being stalked by my family.  I think.  Although, those of you, like David, who only look but do not comment to me until we're in the middle of a conversation two weeks later... That's a little bit creepy...

So, tomorrow, I will be going to a friend's homecoming talk at 11, running over to my church afterward to be there at 12:30 to practice a song that another friend will be singing in Sacrament meeting, starting to play prelude on the organ at 12:45, playing the organ during Sacrament meeting, and giving a talk right after the Sacrament.  Awesome, right?

My biggest worries for tomorrow is that I won't say the right thing.  The topic is near and dear to my heart, and in the past I've had trouble speaking on topics that are such.  I don't mind speaking.  Not at all.  In fact, I asked the Bishop repeatedly before he gave me my speaking assignment.  Now I know I won't have to do it for a couple more years... And I'm hoping to be married by then, so it'll all work out good!

I'm not saying that I have any prospects for marriage.  I don't right now.  All the men in the single's ward are giving me mixed signs, and I don't know how to read them.  It's all quite frustrating.  I'll simply wait for them to ask me on a date, if they're so inclined.  I'm sick of asking guys out.

So, I went to charge my Kindle, because my printer is almost out of ink, and I'm giving a talk tomorrow, right?  Yeah, the plug in part of the stupid charger is missing.  Awesome, right?  Yeah, not so much.  I'm not a huge fan of the new USB adapter/chargers.  They get lost too easily.  And now, my new LG Vortex has the same kind of charger.  LAME!!!

So, I'm living and/or dying by technology tomorrow.  Rock on.  We'll see what happens.

Oh, and I'm a bit frustrated with my new phone.  I'm not having much luck on getting the battery to last more than 14 hours.  Which is difficult for me, because I always seem to be plugging in my phone.  My last phone battery lasted upwards of a week!!!  Now my dad has it... Did I really need to upgrade to a smartphone?  I don't know...

It's nice though.  At night, I've been reading my scriptures on it.  I've been trying to make it through the Book of Mormon again, while studying the New Testament... And I've had help on the New Testament.  I gave my Dad the scriptures on CD, and I've been listening to them, when I get the chance to.  Given, my hearing hasn't been the best recently, and I've been praying that I'll be able to hear again soon.

It's been quite terrifying, not being able to hear.  I'm on so many drugs right now, because I finally went to the doctor, but my hearing (if it's possible) seems to have gotten worse.  So, keep me in your prayers, okay?  I don't want to spend the rest of my life living in my own little world like I have been this past week or so.  People will be talking to me and take offense because they think I'm ignoring them, when in all reality, I can't hear them.

So yeah, I think that about sums up all my worries right now.  I really am a happy person.  I promise.  I hope to prove that to you in my future blogs.

And if you made it this far in my ramblings, congratulations!